As a Christian, I am supposed to live a life above reproach. I am suppose to be a person of good character and dignity. My Christian doctrinal teachings, like all other major world religions, tell me to strive to be a good person and live and good life. But why is it important and how is the Christian perspective any different than all the other ones? Well, most of the major religions of the world will tell you to live your life well so that you may gain merit and reward. In Hinduism, you can "move up the ladder" each time you are reborn into the life cycle. Buddhism teaches of respecting one another so that you can achieve the highest Enlightenment (separation of your soul from the physic al, suffering world). In both Islam and Judaism, the reward for living a righteous life is entrance to heaven. It is Christianity and Christianity alone that speaks of a completely unique doctrine. We are saved through grace, and not by our merits. Therefore, we are to live a righteous life, not in an effort to gain an eternal reward, but so that we might be an example of how grace can transform the life of even the most undeserving among us.
I think the entire message of the gospel of Jesus as the Messiah is presented with a "so that" banner. Jesus first loved us so that we might show his glory by loving others. I think the biggest miracle and testimony to Jesus' resurrection is the fact that his first followers lived out a "so that" lifestyle. In fact, the development of a new worldview and new faith is the single hardest evidence for historians and scholars to deny when looking at the resurrection story. From publicly spoken records citing eyewitnessed accounts during the life of the same individuals to a complete lack of belief in bodily resurrections in any of the existing worldviews to claiming a woman as the "first" resurrection witness when women could not even testimony in court to the sheer endurance and determination of first Christians through unbelievabe torment and persecution. They continued. Jesus showed himself to them so that they may show him to everyone.
I have told some people about how this past year, more than any other year of my life, I have experienced what I call a "love journey". God has allowed me to dive deep into the meaning of what love really means and how it looks to live out love in a real and unselfish way. It has been an incredible journey for me. But this journey through love has been coupled with the biggest and hardest financial suffering I've ever experienced.
I proposed to me girlfriend last March and then graduated in May school with a degree in the area of audio/video. Since I was working at school through a Federal Workstudy program, I lost my job upon graduation. Shortly after that I realized that not only would it be hard to find a job in my specialized field but due to the state of the American economy it would be a journey finding work period.
The summer, fall and winter has passed and I have find no sustaining source of income. In addition, my finance (only current breadwinner) is a server in an economy where people eat out less and when they do they tip less. Some people may think we are ridiculous for trying to plan a wedding with a single dwindling income.
I can tell you the stress has been significant. There have been so many things (deposits, dresses, plane tickets, suits, regular bills, rent, food, so much more) that we have had no idea how they were going to get paid and no idea what to do about it. However, one by one each thing has been lifted off our shoulders. One by one the burdens we can barely hold up are met by unexpected means. This wedding will not only be a beautiful day for me and my bride but it will be a testimony to how God loves us and will always take care of us.
Why do we have hard times? Why are we to rise above them and build a life of character and moral integrity? So that we may be the example of Jesus and his love for all of us.
